She pushes her tongue
into the hole of his castration
his vacancy the hollow
and her saliva mixing
with the memory of loss
a hawk shimmies into
the place within the sky
where the sun used to rise
before the blackness
became merely emptiness
along the border she finds
men nailed upon crosses …
suspended as a temporary
measure until their paperwork
might be verified
a desert is a field
that has lost a lottery
for which it never even
purchased a ticket and really
how cruel must that be?
she dreams of children …
and children might once have been
possible might even have been
welcome but not now
not here in this field of bones
he remembers being a man
in the time before they stripped
the tendons from within his
flesh and tied him to a post
beneath a dying sun
she thrusts her tongue
into the desert of his throat …
squeezing out moisture
that might just keep him alive
for one more day.
Paul Ilechko is the author of the chapbooks “Bartok in Winter” (Flutter Press, 2018) and “Graph of Life” (Finishing Line Press, 2018). His work has appeared in a variety of journals, including Manhattanville Review, West Trade Review, Yes Poetry, Otoliths and Indicia. He lives with his partner in Lambertville, NJ. INSTAGRAM| FACEBOOK
Cover Photo: Jared Verdi