
Pansy to Pale My books in our apartment have faded a different color Dark spines now shades of lavender the titles have gone from pansy to pale Even when she fingers the blinds closed all day light finds a way to wear ink thin To combat excess new vines dangle ubiquitous Over each shelf a graveyard with shadows tucked kitty-corner portraits Sometimes I rotate the words less direct sunlight spells a shared wear-and-tear My toenails shine orange after I’ve painted them with antifungal polish and her paintings each are purple after she combined cracked makeup with acrylic medium When we moved in we called it eclectic Now I forget what my books look like until she opens a window

Liam Max Kelley is a Chilean-American playwright, actor, poet, and high school language arts teacher. He is the program director at Stain’d Arts, an arts non-profit based in Denver, Colorado, and the co-founder of RuddyDuck Theatre Company, a local absurdist theatre group. He writes poetry to avoid making an argument, to highlight life’s horrid ambiguities, and to turn the heads of those he holds dear.
This poem is from South Broadway Press’ new anthology,
Dwell: Poems About Home. Purchase here.
