babe on a mission
I swallow matchsticks to prevent dumpster fires,
but they just keep on sparking
into next year.
Ma says the moon hides its face.
Men hide their skeletons.
How was I to know a strawman had a viper tongue?
I threw a glass jar full of pennies at his ex, told her
count your blessings ‘cause I’m too pretty to break your bitchface.
I keep my nails done. Glitter on my lashes.
I might rattle a few prison chains.
So what? I’m carving my name
into a New York, New York park bench.
Those jesus girls keep saying Christ loves us all,
and he does. That’s why I bring packs
of cigarettes to spiritual battles.
I know what they really want. Me on a shelf.
That can be arranged.
I have a poetry book coming out next Tuesday.
marginalia
XXX
canine teeth uprooted and worn on a choker
mom wonders why you can’t wear glitter like
the other girls
murk
Little girl promises to never speak
mommy’s name, cough up
crest colored plastic, yank
the heart out with it onto asphalt
to thaw and slip
around legs of next little girl
whose mommy bow tie
knots her hair on dinner plates
after 5 o’ clock. Sharp is the pencil
mommy puts in her hair
when she wants to see light
tease her black panties, limbs drawn
by hysterical laughter. She turns
her skin in red tipped hands, strums
her ribs Orphic Hymns, pinching
sheets of flesh around fingernails.
She has it bad, this condition:
her head drops to her feet,
her feet snap at the ankles, run
under little girl’s bed,
into little girl’s closet,
wherever little girl can wedge
talks with God
between floorboards.
Ahja Fox is a poet obsessed with bodies/ body parts (specifically the throat). She can be found around Denver reading at various events and open mics or co-hosting at Art of Storytelling. She publishes in online and print journals likeFive:2:One, Driftwood Press, Rhythm & Bones Press, Rigorous, Moonchild Magazine, Anti-Heroine Chic, SWWIM , and more. She has also recently been included in the 2018 Punch Drunk Anthology and YANYR Anthology. A Best of the Net and Pushcart nominee, follow her on Instagram or Twitter at aefoxx.
Photo: Yaoqi LAI
